I want to avoid this world

In my own world

I don't want to be disturbed

I keep trying to avoid it

I'm a freak in the mirror

(I want to run)

Darkness becomes my light 

If you love me

Why won't you leave me alone?

You make a fool out of me

I want to hide in my room again.

 

I'm Hikikomori, Hikikomori

Idle-headed Hikikomori,

Hikikomori,

Sadly, my heart is empty, my heart is so empty.

You keep on asking: "Why are you hiding?"

I wonder why it matters to you that much?

Why are you forcing people to be the same?

Divide normal and abnormal,

What the hell make you think every scar has the same depth?

I know how it feels - to substitute your loneliness.

We were originally different

So let me live like a different one.

 

If you're full of prejudices and arrogance

I'm not the one who's able to reach it.

In the question sounds like

Why do you understand and love y'all

I hope you think about it.

 

I die every day.

This room is full of light and time,

What do I find real in this life -

I have no idea about it.

I just throw up and live a messy life.

Take off your mask and just dance,

If you take your feet off the ground and close your eyes

You’re going to feel this damn relief.

I'm jealous of the way of going back to the world.

 

Don't assume,

I know how I feel when you force me to breathe.

No matter how much you eat or drink

I know what it's like - to be a slave of the sadness.

Hey baby, 

Why don’t you mull this?

Cause this story is mine.

Let's not talk anymore.

 

If you love me

Why won't you leave me alone?

You make a fool out of me

I want to hide in my room again.

 

I'm Hikikomori, Hikikomori

Idle-headed Hikikomori,

Hikikomori,

Sadly, my heart is empty, 

my heart is so empty.