KinaYume : Personal feelings and thoughts about the world~
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Friday, November 15, 2019

4:44

The heavy weight carried on my two shoulders
nobody know
How scary the mask I use is
For what am I trying so hard to keep on living?
What's left is feeling of guilty and inferior, reality is blocking my throat
For others to judge is so simple
This words I put my heart into isn’t even worth reading to them
Everyone wants only to chase after money and fame
In the very end my lyrics are just trash-letters GO AWAY
Why is everyone looking at me close-mindedly? Whatever I did, 
I tried to walk the world while doing my best
but to them it was just hypocrisy to try to hold my head up with pride
People stare at the young child, after blanky stepping, ripping, and making you fall over
they shamelessly worry for you Heh
Values are surrounded with money their broken compasses

Every night my song is flowing
It’s no use, it is just my confession
Everyone go away, everyone go away
this damned world ,everyone go away
everyone go away ,everyone go away
All these sympathetic stares just go away
everyone go away ,everyone go away
I don’t need love and its likes, everyone go away
everyone go away, everyone go away, everyone go away

Every night I spend my nights lonely with bad thoughts
I don't need anyone to hug me, so I close my mouth tight
with a glass of wine I anesthetize the sadness
Trying to forget all the ignorant people is like empty dust
Just like the pills in my left hand, my love has left me
My familiar hold my two hands tightly so that I won’t fall
I know, I just want to leave the weight of the reality that trapped me and just cry
It seems I need it ,I’m my own refuge, right?
Every night my song is flowing
It’s no use, it is just my confession
I know it I know it I know it I am in need
when you’re the loneliest in this world and having a hard time
I will pat your shoulder so that you can lean on me
but, when I was having a tough time, you dodn't need to take any interest in me
Get far away from me, all the words of comfort are meaningless
Why?
The meaning of ‘wound’ to me, no way ,only to the people full of lies
every night I suffer through nightmares,
Just leave me alone
I’m just doin ma things
Everyone go away
this damned world ,everyone go away
everyone go away ,everyone go away
All these sympathetic stares just go away
everyone go away ,everyone go away
I don’t need love and its likes, 
Everyone go away

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