Paradox

I'm not living
I'm just surviving
Everything grew accustomed to a denial of "consider"

Paradigm Paradox
In reality, I'm myself
Closing my ears to some temporized words until
Now... Tomorrow also... ... and break

Someone’s words may save me
Therefore, the surroundings won't change
Anything I may think about is dreadful
[Did I changed to what's surrounding me?] I'm not living
I'm just surviving
In denial of everything, I killed my own self

Paradigm Paradox
In reality, I'm myself
Shedding and wetting my cheeks for my actual dream

I'm not living
I'm not seeing yet
The flow of the time is killing my world darkly... Endless cycle of Paradox
In reality, I'm myself
Going to wither like a flower, undertaking everything
"TEARS" ...and break