There are so many toxic people around me that it's polluting my mind... I should cease my life... Well... soon.. (｡•̀ᴗ-)و ̑̑✧
Exams... hmm.. i'm not inspire to study at all... since i'm stuck in this cursed house... Also lately i've been much more focus on my pain rather than studying and ignore my surrounding... Haha no wonder i'm always struggling and failed to reach people's expectations.. What am i living for? I'm puzzled again.. I'm lost... Without purpose.. How can i study? For future? For myself? Family? Money?
I'm not interested at all of that... Sleeping eternally would be peaceful.. meh... nothing is peaceful in this life nor after life.. since sins will always be hunted me forever~ Also this grudge towards family.. cant be dissolved.. haha
I havent eat,study... I basically didnt living properly since 7 years ago.. but i'm still living? Lol
In this 18 years living.. Is it worth? My face got beating by '....' haha
Why dont u just break my face? Let me be ugly again... Let people look at my ugly face... My heart already broken... Urghh i'm mumbling.. Bye~ People wont even read this long haha :v
Did u have fun watching this nonsense story of my life? People watch and like.. telling here too wont solve anything~ yet nothing can be solve about haha~~