Trapped by our own minds
How pitiful is that?

Living a life aimlessly
Attempted little poisonous actions
Yet, here we are still living.. .
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Bruised body, heart and soul
Grip neck everytime we're drowning by our own pool of tears
Running away from pain yet being chained up together
Eternally..
Life seems liveless .
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When I go out as someone who's not me
It's still hard to meet people's eyes
When I talk as someone who's not me
I respond with a fabricated smile

I rejected the world with my mask of lies
I direct myself with the mask of lies I created

In front of people I'm someone who's not me
Nobody would approve of what I am inside
Am I someone who's not me as I'm trying to live?

I've gone mad... If only my life had meaning
I've gone mad... Mistook the peace in my mind
I've gone mad... I paint my mouth red and confirm the taste of life
I've gone mad... I still can't live a decent life .
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"I wonder what is it that we can do?”
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私はбесполезен, ตาย싶다