Level of Depression

I'm suddenly feel so upset. Cuz i cant find a proper depression level. How severe is ur depression UGHHHHHHHHHHH

Low mood, sleepless,unhealthy lifestyle, sad all day..  WTF? That's basic act depression like WTF THAT DOESN'T PROVE ANY SEVERE DEPRESSION! FUCKKKKKKK

IF U WANNA KNOW WHAT LEVEL IS UR DEPRESSION IS LET ME CREATE THE TEST ON MY OWN

Level 1 :

2

3
4

Level 5 is the borderline :-

6 -

7 -
8
9
10 -

The most severe depression is when u've seek &  done ALL help and still fucked up. Severe depression is where u see no fucking hope in life. If u still at least believe u have a 'hope' u're not fucking have a severe depression. If u still think if u can reborn into a different life then u're not that lowest depression.

LOWEST FUCKING LEVEL OF DEPRESSION :-

1. NO FUCKING HOPE (LITERALLY NOT EVERYONE CAN UNDERSTOOD WELL)
They think their life is the worst ouu buhuuuuu fuck u. Accept the fact that ur life are not that fucked up. Ur mind is manipulate u with those self relieve shits ughhh *vomit at ur humiliating seek relieve thoughts

-NO FUCKING FAMILY
-NO MONEY
-No pleasure in eat, sex, living, daily living life
-Doesn't care about safety, death (but not attempt suicide)
-Already seek help, have family, friends support but still cant find the ideal proper living
-Woke up, cry immediately cuz 'why i'm awake & still living' thoughts EVERYDAY but still pay attention in living n live with calm & wise mind.
-Don't care about world, after life, God pleasure.
-It's not 'doesn't believe hope', cuz seems like a denial of positive things. I need a balance of both bad good mind but somehow still a bit more on the dark but still wise n balance. literally just 'dont fucking care about hope.'
-Suicide is literally the answer but we live, cuz we aint choose to run, we choose to face it that's why we still live. We overcome this pain every seconds, everyday, every moments. That's how mature our mind is, how we taught our mind to be wise, to be in control. But still facing depression. That is where ur level of depression is above 6. The worsening ur depression is the wiser ur mind become. I need that. Not a cheap baby depression.

That's for now.