My granma just passed away~ aside that...

3 cuts..... DIDNT I SAID I DONT FUCKING WANNA GO HOMEEE!!! FUCK OPAH'S FUNERAL! ALL PEOPLE CARE IS THEIR OWN GOOD... WHY I CANNOT BEING SELFISH TOOOOO? IS IT FUN TO FUCKING TORTURING ME? WITHOUT ANY REALIZATION? IS IT FUNNN? TO MAKE ME CRY EVERYDAY? IS IT FUNNNN MAKING ME TURN INTO A FUCKING MENTAL BPD? WITHOUT KNOWING THE REASON WHY I WANNA DIE? HAHAHHAHA It's not FUCKING bcos of my mother's death.... It's bcos of my FUCKING family that could not MOVE ON after her death! Then breaking this family.. Blame each other.. And escape by finding a true love n make a new 'happy' family??? SUCH A CHILDISH IMMATURE INSOLENT BASTARD! FUCK U ALL😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 Thank you soooooo much for being FUCKING choosing ur own HAPPINESS that makes me become like this~ HAHAHAHAHHAHAA It's funnn to live suffering like this~~ I'll blame u all n my late mom... bcos... of u all...!! i know it's not her fault to die.. but i blame u all for ruining this family more after her death... SO if i die... Please suffer as much as u can~ my soul will always holding this grudge... haha RIP ME?