It is indeed selfish to abandoned your loved ones by committing suicide, but it gives both ways. These loved ones are also selfish for forcing them to live a life of sorrow.

It is indeed a permanent solution, but a solution nevertheless.

It may be cowardly to flee from your problems, but when one suffers tremendously, pride won't be a relevant concept anymore.

It could get better, but it could also get worse.. . .

For my dear friend, she doesn't want to lose by her monster.. Hmm i forgot to tell her that i've accepted my monster~ I'll support her and to people who's fighting.. but never for myself. Cuz that's how the real me isz~
I have stop believing~ huehue