This heart beating,
Something seems to be missing
Her little world warm up people's heart
Her smile
Her love
Her laugh
A new life... That twisted moment
Her laugh
Her smile
Her love
Everything faded...
Her fear
Her pain
I failed to save her

Maniac Depression

I seem to lose all the dazzling light
Can’t understand this broken sight
Grudge
Hatred
Anger
Pain
I have always in some way denied this existence which is me.. Pain repeated, started again
I want to kill the past
I want to save her
I feel the shame which never over
Seeing my own distorted shadow,
I stifled my voice and cried
Shite Fxxk

In darker dreams
I saw her, she speaks to me
And it seems
I cannot see the light

What’s happened to me
Why is it always like this?
I failed to save her
Fear
Fear
Anxiety
Anxiety

Maniac Depression

Leave me alone
Please help me
It's killing me
Seeing my own distorted shadow,
I stifled my voice and cried
These day i'm better dead

I want to be reborn
And reborn somewhere else
Don’t just abandon me
Fxxk You