....

I don't feel good.
I just wanna feel ok.
But all I do is forcing myself to be ok.
And everything is fine.

What a stupid smile
With a white lie
Hiding
Forcing

I wish I can tell you how much I wanna die
And grieving everyday..
But I can't
I'm so sorry
I can't stand another day

I just wanna feel ok
But all I do is forcing myself
I just kinda wish I should die

I wanna see the world grieving
Telling me, they understand what I feel.
Sorry..
Can't save me now..
Sorry, I don't know how..
Sorry, there's no way out..
But down...
Down...
Deep down..
Suffocating..

I'm not ok
Feel so scattered
Feeling, de ja vu
Everyday, this feelings...

Sorry, Can't save me now...
Call my friends tell them I love them and I'll miss them
But I'm not sorry
Call my friends tell them I love them and I'll miss them
Sorry...